Move on to believe it :)

agggaaaiinn....baru tergerak hati nak create new post! ;p 

bz..super bz with my life + overloaded work during puasa time..

hurm..where shud i begin?

life? is still the same..

still mending,still fixing..donno what im waiting for

is it worth it if i keep on waiting..?

entah la..

try to forget it..try to enjoy on my way..

but in the end..its coming back to me...

im so happy with others..who really enjoy n end up with smile..

maybe not what we always wanted will stand strongly in our hand kot..

who shud i blame..its faith anyway..

i have a life..i have to move on..

i know..there's other people who always want to see my happy face..

and for them im rather put on my fake smile..

even its hard to do..but i will!!

im gonna slowly start..

insyaallah good thing will come soon

and I'm on my way to believe it

Amin :)

:: MAY..hmmm n Hey JUNE! ::

this two superior month : MAY & JUNE..gonna start with

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meaning that im super duper tired..not only psychically..but mentally too...

i wish i can lay on beach ..my feet dip into warm salty sea water  ..

how i wisssshhhh~~!

head is stress out with lot of work..

not forgetting my restless personal matters that's seem to bugging around my head!

*DAMN*

sometimes i feel that i need my mom...her best ever "shoulder" n warm hug..

to lay n cry with all my heart!

but couldn't n have no guts to do that..

i want to show to others that im strong enough to carry this "thingy" on my weak shoulder..

hope one day i don walk with big hunch on my back!

ohhh i don like this..

i need to change n wear the happy mask..

and turn to a Miss big happy laugh Farah Fazila..

i trying to gain strength...

....but i gettin' weak each day!

oh god!

hv no strength to write more..end up with...

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*HEAVY SIGH*

:: Super Superb Sunday *smile* ::

haa..i did promise to write bout "my sunday" rite?

n im really enjoy it!!

sampai kan sabtu mlm tu tak leh tido..

tiga jam je tidoq..then pepagi dah bgn

tp tu bukan excited sampai tak boleh tidoq..

nih kes terlebih caffeine..overdose nescafe + nonstop watched Glee :p

so appointment have be made..by 11am++ im already infront of the spa..

done bfast..

so our first to do is "LULUR"

segan jugak aku nak get naked dpn Ms.W nih but since study dah kenal..terus buang jauh2 malu tu :D.

..nih la owner nye..very the spa lady..dgn bunga kat sanggul! 

dia tgh mix utk buat lulur paste.

sebelum start..aku kena rendam kaki dulu..dlm garam..scent of lavender

smell so fresh!

so setelah buang rasa malu ke tepi..aku selamat landing atas katil..(mcm cite lucah lak)

memula lulur..sejuk je lulur paste tu..jgn tanya apa ingredient ..

color orange..wangi n sejuk..

proses menyental bermula!!

sgt best di pampered mcm tu..

dr kaki sampai blkg..then depan..terbaik la!

 (kaki je boleh tunjuk ok!!..bdn cannot censored OK)

 (daki color orange..mcm plasticine pun ada gak..hahaha)

after lulur ..kena mandi dlm nih..teringin nak mandi susu la bila dah tgk 

bathtub nih!!

tp sbb aku rush..tetiba my parents dtg Tg.Malim amik my youngest sister..

so terpaksa lulur je la.. tak sempat massage..

takpe next time!

hurm..next time nak buat yg lain pulak..

after back from Tg.Malim..

(makan nasi ayam sedap..heheh)

aku singgah spa again..coz alang2 sending my eldest sister kat sec 16

baik aku lepak again..

masa tu Ms.W ada 2 customer dtg for massage..

aku lepak borak dgn Ms.M

 (semangat jahit beads kat baju sndri)

borak2..sambil jalan atas benda alah nih

sakit ok!!..nampak sgt bdn tak sihat!!!! 

(oh..now i know y tetiba kaki rasa kebas..maybe efek after jalan atas nih kot..)

settle tutup kedai..kitorg ke Ikea..

memula sampai ngat nak beli brg..rupanya redah mkn dulu..baru beli brg

..again we had meatball +

 delicious creamy soup with broccoli *yummy*

n going back home..before that Mr.E call *miss him*

n guess what..seriously..after mandi..aku tido n rasa bdn sgt fresh bgn pagi nih 

*wink*

so this week insyallah can do again..massage maybe :)

anything do view La Vida Butik Spa

...till we meet again 

xoxo.

Ms.F

:: excited mode~~ *SMUG* ::

ohhhh Suuunnnnddeiiiyyy *Britain accent*

as usual..sunday is my malas day..

but esok nak jd rajin..

coz nak pi menye-spa kan diri kat La Vida Butik Spa 

act'ly is belong to one of my bff- Ms.W

so ada a few close friends dah try her service..

so my turn is tomorrow.. *yiipiieee*

tak sabar nak lulur..scrub n massage!!

manicure n pedicure maybe..

think im sooo rich to do this by end of the month

mmg la belum gaji lagi..*pokai*

but the price she offered..is soooo reasonable ok!!

not because im her friends..but thats the price

don believe me..click her blog

so tomorrow no lazy garfield on sunday..

im going to pampered my self!!!

so wait up for next update sooonn *as usual janji manis from me*

gtg..catch up later..*smooch*

xoxo,

Miss F.

:: stalking on myself ::

 (this post its too emotional..im stalking on myself :P )

started as.. i keep on reading blog Dr.B

so ada one post nih title "When I miss you~~ "

so after TWO times read..im thinking of Mr.E.

i have to admit that I MISS HIM BADLY!!! *sobbing*

 

tonite..im meeting his friends,which is already my friends jugak la

mmg lama tak jumpa diorg n lepak gelak2 nih..

bila dgn diorg it makes me.. miss him more!

 It already 7months we've been separated..Mr.E jz balik skali je..tu pun jz 2weeks ..

n we had sooo little time to spend together

yela..tak boleh la selfish..

dia nak kena spend time dgn fmly n friends jugak..i know they miss him..as much as i do.

and im counting hard plus praying,

that he will be back for raya ..insyaallah :)

haishhh..my first love,my first dugaan to have a LDDTZR

(Long Distance Diff Time Zone Relationship -created by Mrs.B)

susah jugak at first..slalu lepas keje or weekend..

kitorg slalu dating..we had diner together,watching movie..

now,i prefer to stay at home or lepak with gfs yg available (aka yg belum ada commitment..heheh).

alhamdullilah with all those techno nowadays 

we can contact each other n its seem like,he jz next to me :)..

but to be honest..i  prefer its on reality..

coz i miss ur hug,ur smile,ur laugh,

i miss everytime u hold my hand,

everytime we say goodbye..u'll kiss on my forehead

i still remember ur last hug at KLIA..its so warm n full of love..

i jz miss u..

i hope that nothing can change our feeling towards each other..

n hoping its getting stronger day by day..insyaallah.

Mr.E jz want u to u know..

IM SO IN LOVE WITH U..

EVERYDAY I LOVE U..

N I MISS U SO MUCCHHHH..

xoxo..

Miss F.

 

:: Malas mode + saaaakkkiiiitt~!! ::

waaa..kan dah kata aku nih pemalas nak type..

mood sudah swing ke laut ..memula je rajin

serious sebijik mcm heat from taik ayam!!

(mengumpat diri sndri dibenarkan OK?! )

aku tak sihat lately..

(mintak simpati..hahahah)

memula sakit gusi..until now ok!!

(menaip sambil ketap gigi)

doc ckp gigi bongsu aku  nih amik masa lagi 1 tahun 1/2 lagi nak tumbuh

*GILA*

mau meroyan mcm nih..nak makan n berus gigi menangis2 aku 

second lak..aku batuk..batuk nonstop

tekak mcm gatal

batuk tahap nak muntah..siap berair mata.

kalau org cl..mmg aku tak jawab

kang sepanjang perbualan..batuk je korg dgr

so sms sehingga notis lanjut dikeluarkan :D

...psst~~terkena buatan org ke?

masyaallah~~ mintak simpang malaikat 44!

aku manada musuh dgn sape2..(muka suci)

so kemalasan melanda bila mood n badan tak sihat

tp fb laju je..

err..tu kira mcm "makanan ruji"..wajib amik hari2

heehehehe

aku just harap cepat baik batuk nih..

if not nak tido mlm pun susah..

Lulu nak menyelit pun sian..

mesti terkejut each time aku batuk

then lari tidor jauh2 :(

ok lah..nak chiow

esok aku update new thing (janji manis..dr awek manissss~)

xoxo

Miss F

:: DIET keeee?? DIE-IT? *senyum sinis* ::

haaa..ada ke yg try??

seriously kalau tanya aku,mmg TAK jawapannya

dan saya kunci jawapan saya..MUKTAMAD!!

bukan aku tak nak diet..gila la,mesti la nak kot!

wedding is jz around tthe corner!!

WEDDING??!! (tersedak Mr.E kalau baca nih)

uhh..ohh..Miss N's weds is jz around the corner..baju pengapit kang tak muat!

(haa..cuak ke beb??..hahaha..aku pun cuak gak,awat rambut aku tak pjg2 n aku tak slim lg nih)

tadi pun one of Innai's staff tanya aku..

"F,dah lunch ke?"

"dah..sbb kejap lagi saya nak kuar dgn Mrs.I"

"F makan kuih lagi la tu..ish kalau Aunty S mesti kena makan nasi..perut tak tahan"

"tak lah aunty,i beli heavy bfast td..then tu kuih utk backup ptg skit"

sejak staff from Great Eastern keje sini..mcm pelik skit diorg tgk aku jarang mkn

hahahaha..saya makan la sekalian rakan2 sekerja ku..

mcm today..for bfast aku beli mee+bihun grg..then kuih wajib popia utk makan ptg..

nih td diorg nak gi beli minum ptg,tanya aku nak order pe..as usual i wud say ..

"No tq" (senyum plg manis)

dah after diorg tea-time..diorg tanya pulak

"Ya Allah..farah nih tak lapar ke?"

heheheh mmg  tak :P

Jangan ingat aku tak mkn..of coz i eat..a lot sumtimes (kantoi disitu)

exercise? do i?

err..sangat kurang skang..bukan malas,sport shoe takde (alasan tahun lepas)..heheh

n sbb tu jugak bendera merah aku teruk berkibarnye utk dua bulan..

tapiiii...selepas makan jamu ..terus lancar..

jamu perapat? oh bukan tu utk Mrs.N je..

nama jamu nih "RUMPUT FATIMAH"

"ye mbak2 skelian..baik utk lancarkan darah bulanan,memberi potongan badan yg menarik juga..

ngak percaya?? jgn di tgk pada saya..tgk aja bungkusan ini..ibu nya nampak montok dan cergas bukan??.."

hehehe

n bila kurus over nih..kang Bulimia or Anorexia pulak..

tgal tulang je...peluk pun ngak enak gitu!

biar la ada isi skit..

n kalau ikut BMI..aku nye result normal ok! (muka berlagak)

maybe aku ada tinggi kot..

tp if aku kurus..proportion badan aku tak normal..

coz i have small bottom,but atas besar (hah! jgn imagine ok)

so each time if i work out or diet..especial during fasting month..

nothing is "kecik" except my KAKI!!!

kang nanti atas mcm Dolly Parton..jenuh mengusung..hahah

act'ly nih keturunan (badan ala hindustan-nak juga mcm tu!)..tp mmg betul..even my sister n ada one cousin nih pun mcm tu..kitorg ada mix blood dgn pakistan,sebelah mak.part hidung tak dpt,semua kemek..part bdn je :p..kalau tgk dr kaki aku..semua org suka *yeke?*

mai tang atas..org suka gak..katanya aset..tp yg membawanya..*seksa diri* 

(terasa lucah pulak)- jgn pi view fb lak stalker ok!

mcm mlm td lift rosak..pe jadah management nih..

aku level 11 kot!!..turun ok lagi..naik kejap lagi..muntah darah!!

serious..sampai level 6 terus semput..nak menapak sampai 11 kot..*pheiww~*

tp nasib baik bukan aku yg trap dlm lift..sian mangsa  tersebut :P

sian abg2 n abg guard tu menolak..lepas aku snap..jeling diorg

so kira aku semlm telah exercise..so ok la..dr bontot lebar dok atas kerusi je kan..

n window shopping hari2..so tu pun exercise..kira menten la badan mak nyah oii!!

n bila kita gemuk..mmg la pakai apa pun nampak tak cantik..tp kena la matching pilih baju..

so that kita tak nampak lagi besar..

(haa..dah kuar tips2 fashion aku nih)

but,seriously kalau korg rajin membaca..korg akan tahu

apa jenis food/clothes/color match korg..

takde la karang org tegur "Amboi,Cik kak..pakai baju oren..dari jauh boleh nampak"

n byk kan mkn sayur n minum air kosong..kulit pun cantik nanti..

boleh amik supplement vitamin..tp kena rajin la..

mcm aku nih takde disiplin..sbb tu aku tak penah ikut any product..

pencuci n lotion muka pun pakai Olay je..mama yg suggest..

guess what dr form 1 pakai..tak penah tukar..

ye..ye..saya penakut product~~

n jgn nanti dah berumur mula bebel..kulit tak cantik..

as long u know whats the best for urself..:)

aku harap..one day bila aku tua..kulit mcm mama..bersih je

tak pernah dia ikut any product..boleh ikut

tp jgn ketagih product..nanti kulit nipis..

byk tips hari nih..ke byk bebel..

time to go home..

mkn pe mlm nih??hurm..nak cr soupy meals la..:)

Till we meet again..

XoXo :)